For the past three months, I wasnt in Kampar. Considered I was travelling back everyday to Ipoh after my class. One of my friend was staying with for his internship period. Basically during the three months, he was apart of our family member.In fact my mom said he was her adopted son. LOL
We went a lot together as a family, where he knows every thing about my family now. After the three months, now we areback to Kampar. I realized that sometimes we dont have topics to talk about, and I felt that the bonding is n as strong as last time. Sometimes I wonder what happened. All I know is that I am still the same person like how I was before this. So, it is kind of new for me, but I totally knew people sometimes do change.
Since now we are in Kampar after three months, it feels like I am very new to Kampar. I often get homesick, feel like wanna go back to Ipoh as regular as I could. Classes started and here begins my dilemma. Everyone kept saying that the subjects for this semester are hard, so I started feeling the same. I am afraid to proceed for this semester and I amthinking should I just drop a few subjects for this semester. I am taking total of 5 subjects and all of it is all about advanced mathematics calculation. I am so blur now, did I choose the right course?
Due to the insecure feeling, I am having another dilemma. But I am unsure if I am doing the right thing but all I want is choose the best for me because the future depends on me myself. After CNY we will know how it goes. I just hope God lead to the right path. I want to succeed in life, not be a person who suffers. I believe in God that everything will be fine.
