Great 5 people

---> Ju Xian
--->Chakry
--->Alex Cj
---> Mimi Koh
This four people, I thank you all for being one of those people in my life. I don't know how things may end up for all of us, but I sincerely thank you all for bringing a lot of fun into my life. I know clearly that the previous semester I didn't really meet with you people, but when I am with you guy I feel complete. You guys always bully me and I know because you do think I am one of you people. Thank you, for still putting hope on me, and not neglecting me, coz you bring out the best in me. :)
Ju Xian, 
This guy always hope, besides Hann You and Wei Quan, his name will be mentioned in my bestie list! LOL
Actually, he is very mean to me, always call me fat, dark and etc, but he will still come finding for me always, help me whenever I need help, and straight forward with me. He does show his anger to us but we know how to melt him down. He is one of my closest friend for sure because I always like playing with him and bullying him.
Chakry
This guy, always been there to protect me, understands me, treats me good and bad, trust me the most and my problem solver and listener. Thank you to him that he made me know MImi and Alex and eventhough for an entire semester I didn't really spend much time, but in every ups and down he still comes to me. I know when the entire world is against me, he will stand right beside me to to support me.
Alex,
 oh this person comes with such a different personality because we are those who think alike!basically we are some kinda person with great minds think alike. He was the first friend in UTAR to ever gave me an appreciation card with so much of grateful to our friendship. The person that I can share all my ideas with and he can actually improved it! Besides, he has a great leadership skills and I respect him the most.
Mimi
she is just the girl next door with simple mind, and doesn't think bad for others. she is nice in one word and doesn't complain over anything.
I always like when my friends come and find me always because they make feel that I am not forgotten. Thank You for always coming and finding me. I appreciate it with my full heart and soul.

First Card

This would be my first ever card that I had received from a friend of mine that shows me how much he appreciates me. I barely remember when was the last I did received an appreciation card from my friend. I felt very happy and overwhelmed when I got a card from him. I am very sure that I will keep the card until the rest of my life. Thanks Alex, it has been really long after I got a card from a friend. I knew how much you appreciate us and if you're trying,we are staying with you forever!

Alex Surprise!

I have plenty friends with me and they make me forget my world and stress. It was a great day with all of them because we celebrated Alex's bday. I knew it that Alex has no idea about it until I brought him outside the house and everyone threw the water balloon on him! LOL..it was nice to see his reaction!
Basically we gotta thank all our friends for making this plan a successful one. We prepared water balloon and water guns and the victim was the only chakry and me! WTH ! Everyone had to attack us all the time. Basically the water gun was the worst coz Juxian, Alex, Quarter and Chakry all attacked me and i looked as if like I just had my shower. Deep inside I appreciate their presence, because they made me forget my stress and I am happy when I am with them. Sometimes, we gotta really hold those who makes us happy close to us, and let go those who dont even care about. I thank God today for giving me such a wonderful friends with me. I hope I will be blessed with more good friends! =)

Lesson and Person for life

There was a group that I was close to before this, and now out of 8 people, the remainder is just 4 of them. They were new to the life over here. The life in Kampar starts with large number of friends. But as the time starts to pass by, you will realize who are the friends that will be with you until the end. I remember having a lot of friends back in foundation, yet I ended up not talking to some of them, a few of us became a hi-bye friends but just two remains closer to me. So , everything happens in a process, either that person will stay with you and become closer or the other possibilities are that they will just give you a lesson. Out of the two of them , one was a lesson for life and the other was a person for life.
A lesson for life was the one who made me realize that I cant put in effort onto him, because if I do I will hurt myself. The person who made me open my eyes widely that friends will hurt you and you have to grow stronger and be independent. You an never rely on anyone or else you will be left behind.
A person for life was the one who have so many friends with him but never forgets me. A person who is so important to me that I tried to let go but I cant. A person that I like to be with the most and feel comfortable and have some kind of natural bonding. An individual who think he have never done for me, but just I myself know how much he did for me. He is a childish yet mature, funny but irritating and most of all, the only person that can make me feel better when I am sad.
The two essential thing in life is what I have with me,all I want is never to lose them because until today there are still with me in my success and failure. They accepted me for who I am and I appreciate their presence in my life.

Too Many on My Mind

I have too many things on my mind to post about because many things happened recently.
1.I met my senior in Chemistry, Kevinder Singh(Chinese + Punjabi) guy who made me admire him a lot
2.my friends
3.discrimination of races in Msia...

I have to post all about this!

You're my last hope

Friendship, it hurts when you are not blessed with a true friend. It deeply hurts when your close friends starts neglecting you and it kills when the bonding between your best friends undergoes alteration. However, as time starts to pass by, you will start to realize who were your true friend in the first place. What matters here is that you need to wait as it happens in a process.

Let me make it simple, you can be sad for someone, but there is always a gift from God who will be always there for you in your ups and downs. One person whom you can think off when you're in your blues. A person who makes you feel that life has to go on and he will always listen to every stories you're about to say. A person who never gets bored of you although you can be bored of yourself. A person who you think you will lose someday but ended up being the last man to stand when you have no where to go. That person is your last hope and that is why you're my last hope.

I dont need to write about you on my blog, because you're the person who don't need that to prove that we are besties. Now I realize you were the only and only one because you're my last hope.

It was For Good

I gotta agree everything happens for a reason. And let me highlight the point that it happens for a GOOD reason.
When a person is hurt because of someone, let it be your family , friends , best friends or lover, it has some lesson behind it. Plenty of us tend to just get hurt and keep being emotional all the time, neglect the people around us when someone special hurts us. Some relationship were not meant to last forever, because it will teach us a good lesson. Recently i was encountering the same problem, and I was sad for few days until there was a point when it reached the final full stop. One of my cousin told me, "10 years from now, let me know if it was for bad or good change instead" and that is when I realized that it was definitely for GOOD. I am determined now, not to get hurt for others anymore, I can just let go of anyone, I will change myself from the worst to the best and I will put all the effort I have put in on my relationship to be diversed into my studies. I will never make anymore mistakes and allow others to even have a single point where they can complain about myself. The next time when you meet me, I've changed, to someone who is worth not to be lose. If I were about to be asked if it was for bad or good, it was for Good, I will answer that with no regrets. There is always a room for improvement. I've made up my mind and I will carry on with my life.
To those who did hurt me , thank you so much for making me to be a better person. It was for good that you hurt me so much that I can't even cry anymore.