There was a group that I was close to before this, and now out of 8 people, the remainder is just 4 of them. They were new to the life over here. The life in Kampar starts with large number of friends. But as the time starts to pass by, you will realize who are the friends that will be with you until the end. I remember having a lot of friends back in foundation, yet I ended up not talking to some of them, a few of us became a hi-bye friends but just two remains closer to me. So , everything happens in a process, either that person will stay with you and become closer or the other possibilities are that they will just give you a lesson. Out of the two of them , one was a lesson for life and the other was a person for life.
A lesson for life was the one who made me realize that I cant put in effort onto him, because if I do I will hurt myself. The person who made me open my eyes widely that friends will hurt you and you have to grow stronger and be independent. You an never rely on anyone or else you will be left behind.
A person for life was the one who have so many friends with him but never forgets me. A person who is so important to me that I tried to let go but I cant. A person that I like to be with the most and feel comfortable and have some kind of natural bonding. An individual who think he have never done for me, but just I myself know how much he did for me. He is a childish yet mature, funny but irritating and most of all, the only person that can make me feel better when I am sad.
The two essential thing in life is what I have with me,all I want is never to lose them because until today there are still with me in my success and failure. They accepted me for who I am and I appreciate their presence in my life.
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